When a girl smiles a lot, she is indeed happy. She's proud. She's glad about life. She may be in the depth of happiness. She may be adoring someone. She may be IN LOVE.

When a girl stays quiet. There are TWO THINGS that might be goin' on: THINKING and THINKING. It may seem as ONE word, but actually it may  have different meanings or aspects.

THINKING about how glad she is, how happy she is, how she loves her man, and other good things and needed to be internalized and often thought of. Or she may be THINKING about something that's bothering her mind, something that she's afraid of, something that she doesn't want to happen, something that needed to be uttered but chose not to, something that cannot be told, and things that are REALLY bothering.

Hence, a girl's complexity is really inexplicable.

I am girl, although I've been teased about being a guy, heehee, and I am experiencing this.

And now, I'll be keeping my silence. Why? Two things. I am thinking and thinking.

I am so moody. I can change mood in just a snap. But it doesn't mean I am not serious about sumn, or worst that I have psychological imbalance. It's just that sometimes, I can be sooo happy and suddenly a THOUGHT will enter my mind and TADA! my MOOD SWINGS.

And now, I am keeping my silence. Why? Two things. I am thinking and thinking.

I know I always rant about sumn. I COMPLAIN a lot. I became ANGRY and IRRITATED about lotsa things. It doesn't mean that I don't love my guy, or anything, it's just that I am protective.

I am thinking, ayt now. You may guess in what aspect my 'thinking' belongs. But I've thought about this REAL HARD. I'll tell you sumn again. And I will not say that because I am tryin' to CONTROL you. I am not...

I AM JUST PROTECTIVE.